Even before my first encounter with Mistress in person I was entranced by Her texts and voice note. How carefully She checked my kinks before accepting me into Her presence. And in response, how carefully I prepped myself before attending Her - trimming pubic hair as She instructed, and shaving chest and armpits to feel more feminine.
From the moment I entered Her domain She took command, and after giving me my initial instruction She permitted me to ascend to the action floor, where She soon issued the instruction I had been aching for and dreading - "Go out, take off your clothes, and come back when you are naked".
But how free I felt as I stood before Her. In Her mercy She did not prolong the inspection - perhaps next time She may check Her new acquisition more closely, by sight and touch, checking that my preparations are adequate.
And then my transformation, as Mistress dressed me ready for the next phase. Once made into a prettified plaything for Her, She removed my glasses which only increased my feelings of vulnerability and loss of control.
As Mistress took me through my paces, She showed great consideration of my novice status. She did not comment on the times that I clumsily bumped into Her, though I suspect that in a stricter mood She would have punished that disrespect. And the punishments that She did mete out were moderated out of consideration to my inexperience.
However, imagine my delight when Mistress finally dismissed me with a "you did well". Such generosity to a bumbling first-timer !
I have thought about this experience a lot, and wonder if I could have done better. Perhaps I was too passive, not giving Mistress sufficient response. Did I look away too much, avoiding Her controlling gaze ? Should I have said something as She checked my nipples ? Perhaps I should have asked Her what attachments She was considering. And when She asked "sissy or whore ?", I could have asked Her what each would entail rather than, flustered, just picking sissy. I wonder how the session would have played out with the other choice ?